I used to do this atleast everyday. Standing infront of the ledge of my balcony, looking down and imagining how it would feel to fall down. To jump off and let go, to let go of this life, this misery, this neverending sequence of failure I call my life. Fuck, I weighed in at 126 today and I’ve never been fatter in my life. How come I’m not even 20, yet I feel like I’m tired of life already. I long for death every waking hour of my life but the only thing holding me back is that I don’t wan’t do die a failure. I need to be skinny again, I will make heads turn when I walk the streets, and this fall I’m going to get in to Law School. Until then I’m trying to hold on, only to finally let go forever.
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